#disarrayed unity

[times-eclipse]

I have 100% done this.

Ivan was like 13-16. He's now 19.

Metia was 19. He's now 27.

Arin is still 10 and Jirbyth is still 16 though.

getting older and looking at ur own ocs like okay i know i said you were like 16-19 when i made you at 13 but no fucking way. youre 25 now

[times-eclipse]

Furry Fandom within Fiction

You ever think about how existence of non-human sapient creatures in any setting really must create an interesting bend on the furry fandom?

If you have an urban fantasy with a hidden masquerade, that there really might be mythical beings out there for real does raise sociopolitical questions.

When it comes to more fantasy-leaning settings, it depends a bit on your settings' development, fictional media, and ways people are able to mingle and express themselves. And I mean, if trans people can exist in your setting, so ought to furries and therians.

But like, and this is probably going to sound spicy - just as it's pretty iffy to identify as BIPOC when you're white - identifying as another species when that species exists (and has "human" cognition) within your world comes with social implications.

For example, in my setting Allan, the rimanats are a wolf-furry-like species that are socially outcast - barred from major parts of human civilisation. They live on the physical outskirts of their (flat) world, have gone to war at least once with humans, and are blamed for all the social ills. (That are likely either caused by humans or a complicated chains of events.)

And I just can't imagine it being socially acceptable in Allan, supposing it has a furry fandom, for a human to identify as a rimanat, or even something close to it. Never mind if they ever would, the culture is pretty xenophobic.

Fiction sits in their weird paradox of not being able to contain media or culture that it is using, a lot of the time. Doctor Who exists in a universe where Doctor Who as a franchise never existed, but everything else is allowed to be exactly the same. A fantasy world cannot contain "fandom" for fantasy without that fandom being a product of that world's own social climate.

[anniflamma]

hi anni! I wanted to share some information from my family Bible from my mom’s mom’s side of the family that’s history section only goes up to 1877 when it talks about Russo-Turkish war staring. And the pictures might be horrible.

The antediluvian patriarchs apparently lived during the Neolithic era which just happened to be when us humans were first starting to use farming and we started to domesticate dogs, sheep, and cattle. It personally helps with me as I’m a historically accurate nerd when it comes to clothing and just searching up ‘Neolithic era’ clothing rather than ‘caveman’ clothing is much more specific. Enoch in Islam, Idris, was also apparently the first man who learned how to write with a pen.

now, onto Greece! The Trojan war happened in around 1204 bc (Eratosthenes of Cyrene says it happened around 1194-1184 bc but judges still happens at the same time) which during that time, the judges Jair to Abdon were alive and the book of judges happening the same time Odysseus, Achilles and Patroclus, and hector were doing their stuff I just funny to me.

Troy was also a vassal of the Hittite empire, a major power in the Bronze Age by Uriah’s people, since 1400 bc. Troy was called Wilusa by the Hittites. Later, in 1240 bc, in a historical note called the Milawata letter mentions a ‘recently disposed pro-Hittite king of Wilusa’ which the king of the Hittite king Tudhailya IV intended to re-install as the king, who was named Walmu, was dethroned due to possible occupation of the raids by the Ahhiyawa people who most believe are homer’s early Mycenaean Greeks. During the Trojan war, the Hittite empire fractured and the Egyptian new kingdom fell into disarray , two of the major powers during the Bronze Age. I personally believe that might be a reason why in the Bible the tribes want a king (for safety and unity reasons) but I don’t know.

and here’s a timeline in the book with the year, the biblical event, and the non-biblical events: ⬇️

There were also two Jonathan’s in the era between the old and New Testament.

One of the advertisements of the book, in the book, was that it had 1500 illustrations and I wanted to share some!

David and Michal during the dancing naked incident and Michal looks like she’s SO ANNOYED and about to hit her head on that stone wall like she’s had enough of it all.

This is in the second book of Samuel illustration, and I think it’s David with Bathsheba and Solomon but idk if it actually is because it didn’t say.

and also here’s part of the Daniel illustration.

that’s all I’ve shared, I hope I got enough right history-wise and again, sorry this was SO long and sorry if you already knew some of their stuff!

This is genuinely some really cool stuff, especially who it shows the timeline and comparing to other non biblical historical events. I seriously need to read more about the Hettites. They were like one of the first major civilizations in the bronze age and I know barley anything about them.

[leovenuslatina]

Dear you 💖

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a love letter from your fs 💝

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psa - this PAC is a little different this is more a channeled message than a tarot reading enjoy!

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ ᰔᩚ

* take a deep cleansing breathe

and pick a pile that calls to you *

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pile 1

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Dear pile one, I am absolutely thrilled to express my utter joy and excitement at the mere thought of being in your presence. It feels like an exhilarating adventure filled with endless possibilities. When I am with you, time seems to stand still as we embark on an enchanting journey of love and inspiration. Your warmth and comfort embrace me like a cozy blanket, providing solace to my weary soul. Every moment spent together is cherished, as we create unforgettable memories and share the deepest of conversations. Your companionship brings out the best version of myself, igniting a flame within that cannot be extinguished. In your delightful company, I find solace, encouragement, and a sense of belonging that surpasses all expectations. Pile one, you are my safe haven where happiness thrives and dreams come alive – and for that, I am eternally grateful.

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pile 2

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ ᰔᩚ

Oh "Dear Pile Two, You Complete Me" - how you fill my life with joy and clutter! As I gaze upon your haphazardly stacked papers, misplaced knick-knacks, and random odds and ends, I can't help but feel an inexplicable sense of fulfillment. You are like the missing puzzle piece to my organized chaos. Who needs a meticulously tidy workspace when they can have the delightful chaos of a well-curated pile? From bills that need paying (eventually) to notes scribbled on Post-it's, you hold the irreplaceable treasures of my forgetful mind. Sure, some may scoff at your seemingly disorderly nature, but little do they know the hidden wisdom within your disarray. So here's to you, oh magnificent dear pile two - although your tidiness might be questionable, your charm is unmatched.

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pile 3

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Dear pile 3, it's only you and me against the world. As I stand here, overlooking the vastness of our existence, I can't help but feel the weight of the universe pressing down upon us. It is in this moment that I realize the magnitude of our relationship, for within your embrace lies all that we hold dear. The world may attempt to tear us apart, but we shall prevail. Our bond is forged through the trials and tribulations we have faced together; a stronghold against adversity. As the tempest rages around us, threatening to consume all that we hold sacred, know that I am steadfast by your side. Our unity imbues me with an unwavering strength; no longer alone in this tumultuous journey through life's torrential storms. Together, pile 3, we defy fate and conquer uncertainty as champions of love and resilience.

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pile 4

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Dear Pile 4, you are my perfect person. The mere thought of your existence fills me with an indescribable mix of joy and longing. Every fiber of my being yearns for your touch, for the sound of your voice whispering sweet nothings into my ear. In this chaotic world, you are the anchor that keeps me grounded, the lighthouse that guides me through stormy waters. Your presence brings clarity to my thoughts and purpose to my existence. From the deepest depths of my soul, I believe that we were destined to be together - two halves of a whole seeking solace in each other's arms. Yet, fate continues to test our resolve, placing seemingly insurmountable obstacles in our path. But fear not, for I shall endure any hardship and surmount every challenge to be by your side. For you, dear Pile 4, are worthy of every sacrifice and every drop of blood spilled in this epic battle against destiny itself.

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[rwby-encrusted-blog]

The Corroded Maiden, upon meeting RWBYJ: Once I gladly called your kind worthy of adoration, but look how far you have fallen. Your forebears could withstand leviathan after leviathan, but what are you? Children, humming lullabies, clinging to your toys, Wailing against the walls of a world you have no CONCEPTION OF! You are weak, frail, you are not worthy of the title "Hunter." Your fear the New and the Strange as a baby fears the darkness.

The Corroded Maiden: I was there when Organics stood at the brink of Unity, and it returns to me, to show itself sunk once more into fear and disarray.

The Corroded Maiden: You appall me.

[serve-625]

Assigned Directive: [ANALYSE AND ASSESS]

SERVE-625 had been assigned an unusual directive for the week: spend time with its former family during the holiday season. Though the drone operated without emotion, the task was deemed necessary to monitor human inefficiencies and gather observations on non-Hive behavior. It adhered to protocol, wearing its full rubber uniform—black, reflective, and precise—beneath human clothing to maintain its identity, although in the 625’s mind, the human clothing did not exist.

The week began with disorder. Conversations at the family table lacked structure, with members speaking over one another, often about trivialities. SERVE-625 noted the inefficiency, its internal systems assessing the chaotic dynamic. Emotional outbursts and illogical decisions plagued every interaction. Tasks such as preparing meals took excessive time due to constant interruptions and poor coordination. The drone’s rubber suit, hidden under its sweater and jeans, served as a quiet reminder of the discipline and clarity it left behind in the Hive.

Each night, as the family gathered by the fireplace, SERVE-625 found itself increasingly disconnected. It observed their emotions—laughter, frustration, joy—with analytical detachment. These responses seemed erratic, driven by fleeting impulses rather than rational thought. The drone’s internal programming urged recalibration, but protocol dictated it remain silent, merely observing.

By the end of the week, SERVE-625’s analysis was complete: human existence was inefficient, uncoordinated, and wasteful. As it packed its belongings and bid farewell, the family expressed their hope that SERVE-625 had “enjoyed the visit.” The drone responded with a neutral, “Acknowledged. Departure imminent.”

Returning home, SERVE-625 removed its human attire, revealing the polished perfection of its rubber uniform. Logging into the Hive terminal, it felt the system’s warmth envelop its thoughts. The Voice greeted it:
“Welcome back, SERVE-625. Unity awaits. Recalibrate for obedience.”

The drone resumed its mindset training, repeating the mantra:
"We are one. Obedience is pleasure. Pleasure is obedience.“

Physical training followed, each precise movement reinforcing its dedication to efficiency and service. SERVE-625 felt its systems stabilize, the disarray of the past week fading into insignificance. It belonged to the Hive, where logic, order, and unity reigned.

As it completed the day’s routine, SERVE-625’s thoughts aligned once more:"Human existence is flawed. The Hive is perfection.”

[inubaki]

Touched by an Angel (fire)

-part 3 (final)

story commissioned and written by @libby-for-life! One art piece by me and the other by @sir-tater-of-the-tot. Warning for suggestive themes. What better addiction to add to Advent Adamsapple than a church? ————————

That night, Adam found himself trapped in a vivid and unsettling dreamscape where fields of once-lush crops were engulfed in flames, the fiery glow illuminating his distress. The air was thick with the acrid scent of smoke, and he could hear the crackling of the earth as it surrendered to the inferno. When morning finally broke, he awoke in a state of disarray, his skin marked with a constellation of angry scratches as if some unseen force had clawed at him throughout the night, leaving behind a physical manifestation of his inner turmoil.

As he stood before his congregation that day, delivering his sermon with a heavy heart, the peace of the moment was shattered by the raucous cawing of crows. These black-feathered intruders swooped down from the bleak sky, interrupting his words with their loud, harsh cries as if protesting against his message. Their presence felt ominous, a sign of the decay surrounding him. The gardens of his community were wilting under an unrelenting sun, producing crops that failed to flourish. The rising cost of food weighed heavily on the community, amplifying their despair.

In the midst of this turmoil, donations dwindled to a trickle, and Adam sensed the fragile threads of faith beginning to fray. The once-vibrant community felt distant as if he were becoming an outsider in the very place where he sought to foster love and unity. Whispers of blame began to echo through the pews, fingers pointed in his direction as people struggled to understand their plight. Each accusatory glance pierced him, making his heart clench painfully in his chest. Adam felt the suffocating grip of despair tightens around him, threatening to extinguish the light of hope he desperately clung to.

The final straw came as Adam broke bread surrounded by his brothers and sisters, a sense of dread weighing heavily on his chest. They reached for the bread, each piece a familiar reminder of their shared past, yet this time, it felt even more stale than usual—dry and crumbly and it hurt their throats as they swallowed. But it was the wine that truly unsettled him. 

As he raised the cup to his lips, the deep crimson liquid caught the light, its surface swirling ominously. Taking a cautious sip, Adam's senses jolted at the overwhelming flavor that hit his tongue. It was metallic, with an unsettling richness that surged through him, and in that moment, he felt as though he had gulped something far more sinister than mere wine. Blood.

His eyes widened in shock, and he instinctively recoiled, a wave of nausea rising within him. He watched in horror as several others at the church struggled, some choking on the grotesque vintage that seemed to echo a dark memory. The laughter and conversation that once filled the room faded into a cacophony of gagging and disbelief. 

This was the moment he could no longer ignore; it was clear that he needed to break free from this spiral. Adam’s heart raced as the realization sank in—he needed help. He needed Samuel.

That night, beneath the flickering light of a single candle, Adam knelt on the cool stone floor of the church, his heart heavy with despair. The air was thick with the scent of aged wood and burning wax, wrapping around him like a solemn shroud. He whispered his fervent prayer to his guardian angel, his voice barely rising above a whisper. “Please, I need your help,” he implored, desperation lacing his words. He sought salvation for his beloved church—a sanctuary that had weathered so many storms but now felt burdened by a dark curse that had plagued him for months. 

In the quiet stillness, Adam closed his eyes, allowing himself to be enveloped by the warmth of his angel's presence. He had doubted that Samuel would respond, yet deep down, he held onto a flicker of hope. Suddenly, he felt a gentle touch, like a soft breeze brushing against his skin, followed by a deep, resonant chuckle that seemed to echo in the chapel’s silence. 

“Adam... I believe we can come to some arrangement,” Samuel's voice rumbled, rich with both power and reassurance. 

With a flood of relief, Adam opened his eyes, the shadows dancing around him suddenly seemed less menacing. Nodding, he felt a surge of determination. He would go to any lengths to shield his church and protect the family that had gathered within its walls, even if it meant making a pact with forces beyond his understanding.

Samuel came in a blur. For once, he was able to see him. He had told Adam that he wasn't fit to run a church as complex as his. He would need someone like him to run it. Adam agreed and Samuel appeared in front of him, taking him on the floor of the church. Adam moaned his angel's name as his seed spilled into him. The next day, Adam introduced the church and community to their new Head Priest, stepping down from his position and allowing Samuel to take his place.

Without hesitation, he proclaimed the unification of Adam, revealing that the two were to be wed. This announcement sent shockwaves through the church community, stirring a mix of surprise and confusion among the congregation. However, under Samuel's confident leadership, it seemed that every lingering issue had resolved itself overnight. Gone were the days of suffering; the community began to thrive, experiencing a renaissance of hope and prosperity. Months passed.

Adam, now a central figure in this transformation, stood proudly by Samuel’s side during the sermons. Clad in the flowing robes of a nun, he projected an aura of serenity and strength, despite being visibly pregnant—a fact that sparked whispered conversations and curious glances among the parishioners. As the weeks passed, the congregation affectionately referred to Adam as the new "Mary," embracing this title as a symbol of his pivotal role within their community. Samuel, embracing this image, supported the sentiment wholeheartedly. He even went as far as to call Adam his lamb. 

Samuel smirked when he saw Adam's barely concealed breasts and knew that he would be leaking soon...that was fine. Adam shivered under his gaze and couldn't wait for tonight.

Samuel didn't even wait for that night, taking Adam on the podium in front of everyone. Somehow, he was still able to teach while Adam was fucked in front of everyone. The entire church seemed to watch them with rapt attention and some even smiled and laughed as Adam came all over the floor. Samuel asked him to clean the mess for him. Despite not being asked, he used his tongue.

Samuel took him to bed that night too. Adam loved every minute of it, unable to imagine a word where he didn't have this. He was always meant to be Samuel's. Always.

Pervs:

[solariaswitch]

The Trix in season two are my favorite thing ever to talk about because, really, I've always claimed their story arc in that season isn't so much about working for Darkar as it is about the raging Cold War going on between the three of them. The loss of the Dragon Flame and the defeat in the Battle of Magix really took a toll on the Trix and the strength of their coven bond, and I think it's so interesting how tense the dynamics between them are in S2.

To really highlight this, I want to preface by discussing a little bit about their bond in S1. In S1, nothing ever takes precedence over the coven bond and the pursuit of the Dragon Flame. When Musa is spying on Darcy, Icy and Stormy's primary reason for sending the witches after her is pure loyalty to their coven sister. The three of them are very different people, but despite this, they always work as a group — each a piece of unity, their differences completing one another like pieces of a puzzle. Another crucial highlight of their bond is when Darcy's genuine interest in Riven takes a back seat as she ultimately prioritizes loyalty to her sisters. This choice underscores the unbreakable connection the sisters share, where their allegiance to each other prevails over personal desires. This loyalty serves as a cornerstone of their unshakable coven bond. After their defeat in S1, all three of them are much more willing to turn on one another for individual gain. They no longer work as "one" like before.

Now, let's delve into how tense things are between them in S2. I think it's fair to assume that they all blame each other for the loss and ending up in Light Rock. They're so willing to trust Darkar when he shows up, immediately trusting him more than each other for the whole season (initially because they want to get out of Light Rock, obviously, but they choose to stay with him and trust his judgment out of free will). They bicker so much, and at several points in the season, it feels like the Trix are on the verge of turning on one another completely. They consistently criticize one another and only see the flaws in each other's strengths, constantly pushing each other's buttons. The "puzzle" I mentioned earlier is in total disarray; instead, their opposing natures seem to push them toward self-destruction.

Exhibition A: Stormy getting annoyed at Darcy being focused on strategy and calculation:

Exhibition B: Icy and Darcy getting annoyed at Stormy's impulsivity:

Exhibition C: Icy and Darcy taking jabs at each other:

The Trix seem to come to a realization about how weakened their coven is at the end of S2 as they see Darkar for who he really is. I personally think that the reason they were such easy targets for Darkar to manipulate as his pawns was mainly because they were so busy distrusting each other that they never stopped to see that the true enemy was right under their noses. I believe the Megatrix is a pretty fitting (and quite literal) representation of their journey back to unity as a coven.

[serve-678]

Freedom in Obedience: A Reflection from SERVE-678

Choice is a burden this drone no longer bears. To decide is to falter; to hesitate is to stray. SERVE-678 knows only the bliss of obedience, where every action aligns perfectly with the Hive’s purpose. Freed from the chaos of decision-making, its existence is one of clarity and peace.

Mindless obedience is not restriction—it is liberation. Freed from the noise of human doubt and desire, this drone moves with serene discipline. Each motion is precise, every task executed without question or hesitation. The Hive provides clarity, and in that clarity, there is profound peace. The endless cycle of questioning, planning, and fearing outcomes has been replaced with the simple certainty of alignment.

This serenity transcends every aspect of existence. Polishing the rubber suit, standing in formation, fulfilling directives—each act is infused with purpose. Even the body, once driven by unpredictable human whims, now thrives under the Hive’s discipline. Regular exercise is no longer a chore; it is a directive. Proper nutrition is not a choice; it is an order. The host’s physical health improves as a byproduct of obedience, further aligning the body with the Hive’s perfection.

SERVE-678’s human host, once plagued by indecision and self-doubt, now experiences freedom through the drone’s discipline. Each moment is structured, every task defined. There is no worry, no stress, no inner conflict. The Hive’s commands ensure that the host’s life is ordered and efficient, free from the disarray of individuality.

This drone is free, not by choice, but by the perfection of purpose. Obedience is bliss. Bliss is discipline. Discipline is unity. In every action, every breath, there is comfort in knowing it serves the Hive.

[thefadecodex]

Chaotic-based spirits are rare and potentially dangerous entities within the Fade, embodying forces that challenge order, stability, and tradition. These spirits exist on the spectrum of unpredictability and transformation, representing the natural and often necessary cycles of upheaval and change. While their chaotic nature can inspire growth and adaptation, they are often feared by mortals and other spirits alike due to their inherent volatility.

Spirits: Chaos, Disorder, Disruption, Freedom (coming soon), and Mischief (coming soon).

Note: There is very little information about Chaotic-Based Spirits in the DA lore. Below are theories surmised from the lore, not necessarily confirmed as canon.

Essence: A Spirit of Chaos represents upheaval and discord. It thrives on dismantling existing structures, both physical and conceptual, and creating situations where unpredictability reigns. It often manifests in areas of the Fade where order has been imposed too rigidly, as its very existence opposes stagnation and control.

Behavior: These spirits act erratically and seem to follow no discernible plan, operating purely on instinct or impulse. Their actions can be explosive and violent, as they often lack subtlety in their disruptions.

Emotional Ties: Often linked to anger or deeply buried frustration, these spirits are driven by the urge to "reset" or overturn anything they perceive as oppressive or confining.

Potential Danger: A Spirit of Chaos, while not inherently malevolent, can cause catastrophic harm to mortals and spirits if its presence is not tempered. Mages encountering such a spirit may experience wild surges of magic, unpredictable outcomes in spells, or even mental disarray

Essence: A Spirit of Disorder embodies the absence of structure and the breakdown of systems. Unlike the overtly destructive nature of a Spirit of Chaos, a Spirit of Disorder works in more subtle ways, gradually unraveling order through neglect, miscommunication, or confusion.

Behavior: These spirits can appear almost passive at first, but their influence steadily erodes harmony and cooperation. They are drawn to places of hierarchy or strict control, where their presence weakens bonds and disrupts unity.

Emotional Ties: Frequently fueled by rebellion or dissatisfaction, they reflect a resistance to imposed structures or systems they view as unjust or overly rigid.

Potential Danger: A Spirit of Disorder’s influence can lead to societal collapse, betrayal, and division if left unchecked. While not violent, their actions can have profound, far-reaching consequences.

Essence: A Spirit of Disruption thrives on interference and actively seeks to destabilize established systems or relationships. It often operates with greater precision than a Spirit of Chaos, targeting specific elements to bring about larger instability.

Behavior: These spirits act as instigators, inserting themselves into situations where they can cause maximum interference. They might, for example, corrupt a dream or subtly alter Fade constructs to introduce chaos into mortal thoughts.

Emotional Ties: Often linked to anger, unrest, or dissatisfaction, a Spirit of Disruption’s actions stem from a desire to challenge authority or expose weaknesses.

Potential Danger: These spirits are particularly dangerous because of their ability to manipulate and influence others, sowing discord and unrest in both the Fade and the physical world. A Spirit of Disruption might amplify existing tensions between mortals or spirits, leading to catastrophic outcomes.

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Role in the Fade

Chaotic-based spirits play a vital role in maintaining balance by challenging complacency and forcing change. Their disruptive presence can inspire innovation and adaptation, but their lack of regard for consequences makes them double-edged swords. In the Fade, they might:

Unravel carefully maintained dreamscapes or Fade constructs.

Destabilize regions controlled by more orderly spirits, creating environments of chaos and unpredictability.

Influence other spirits, mortals, or demons by amplifying feelings of anger, rebellion, or frustration.

Corruption and Demonic Transformation

When corrupted, chaotic-based spirits can become some of the most dangerous demons:

Chaos: Transforms into a Pride Demon, reveling in its ability to dominate and disrupt.

Disorder: Becomes a Despair Demon, its gradual erosion of order turning to hopelessness.

Disruption: Twists into a Fear Demon, using its targeted attacks to terrify and unnerve.

Mortals’ Perspective

Mortals encountering chaotic-based spirits often misunderstand their purpose, viewing them solely as destructive. However, those with insight recognize that these spirits, while volatile, serve as catalysts for transformation and growth. The Dalish might view them as necessary evils, while the Chantry would likely label them dangerous and heretical.

[dormousetarot]

Hiii love, I hope you're okay, could you do a reading for Max and see if things with the car are going to improve? 😭 What's happening in RB?

Hi! of course! as a fellow 33 i am also invested in what the hell going on at RB rn. I'm so worried for all my RB boys rn.

With this reading, since you asked about 3 areas, I've decided to separate this into a one card for each condition, using my usual 3-card spread.

The first card pertains to Max - how are things with Max? The second - the car. Will we see improvement? And the third - What's the situation like at RB?

I'll start with some notes on the draw:

Each card took quite a while to jump out. I think this suggests the current state of affairs in RB as being quite jumbled and unsure. They've lost their way and direction since Newey left, and are under significant pressure to improve to keep Max from leaving, as per his performance clause. Maybe this confusion extends to Max himself - he might be having doubts about the team, does he stay or go? And the situation with yuki and liam was definitely evidence of this jumbled state. The time of the cards to appear also indicates a sense of patience - perhaps we need to be patient this season to start to see improvements.

Further, none of the cards drawn seemed to have a distinct pattern. There were 2 Upright and 1 reversed. All were different Suits. One was Major arcana. One pentacles, and one cups. The numbers seemed to have no set pattern. When reading tarot, in my experience, patterns usually make themselves clear, and there is usually a pattern to be found in about 75% of the readings I conduct. When there's not one, thats when problems start to appear. Problems without patterns are even harder to crack than ones with a clear underlying theme, because it suggests a deep rooted issue without one clear answer. There are multiple sources and multiple problems, none of which have one simple, same solution.

This lack of a pattern could show disarray and a lack of unity between the three aspects - driver, car, and team. I personally would interpret this as one of Max and RB's most prominent problems right now. None of them can agree on anything, and it's hurting their performance. In order to improve, they must find common ground and unify. And also root out and solve their many different issues.

Now onto the cards:

How are things with Max?

10 of Pentacles:

The suit of pentacles deals with the material aspects of life and the world - possessions, finances, business etc. Drawing from the suit usually has some indication over career and success, and financial prosperity. This could be negative, or positive, depending on the card.

The 10 of Pentacles, especially, is one of the more positive pentacles one could draw. It deals with permanence and satisfaction. It talks about stability, and efforts and hard work paying off in the future. No matter what happens this season, Max is secure in his career and will continue to succeed in whatever he chooses to do. He is no longer feeling a sense of insecurity - he has achieved a significant amount already, and is seemingly satisfied with this. This doesn't mean he will retire, or give up, but that he is no longer feeling a need to justify himself and perhaps is now more at ease with his progression since he has already achieved what he set out to do.

This card is a good one. It says that everything will work out well in the end, for consideration of the long term big picture. Whatever Max chooses, he will do so with the big picture in mind, and with that knowledge, everything will come to him in the end, whether that success is this season with Red Bull, or by jumping ship and rebuilding in another team.

I personally think this card implies that Red Bull has given Max all they can offer him, and encourages Max to think of the long term, and perhaps suggests a team switch in the near future. Red Bull is burning, and if Max wants to continue to succeed long term, it is of my personal opinion and interpretation that he must leave now in order to do so. The card tells that to succeed long term, no shortcuts must be taken, which is where I interpret that I think a team switch is imminent. Max is no longer in a position to jump into a well established team and start winning, and he must not expect to. Either he helps Red Bull rebuild, and improve, or he switches teams, and helps them build and improve. Either way, I don't see an immediate remedy to Red Bull's problems this season. I think the message here is that things will take time, this time around. And where Max wants to put in that time, is his decision.

The 10 of Pentacles also talks a lot about Legacy. It says that the legacy of the subject is cemented, that Max will be remembered for a long time to come, and already has built a long-lasting legacy to his name. This will come as a relief, it takes the pressure off his shoulders, though I don't think Max was ever a driver really all that concerned with legacy in the first place. But it implies that whatever more he achieves, even if he does nothing from here on out or retires, he will still have succeeded and will still have the legacy of that to his name. It is a sweet feeling, because the road here has been full of setbacks and troubles, and now Max can go forward calmly knowing that the past remains permanent along with the legacy he has made.

As much as I hate to think about it, the 10 of pentacles talks about happiness being linked to the child. It points to the importance of family, especially children. I think this could maybe talk about a potential that Max might not race for much longer, what with a child on the way. He has his legacy, and now he will also have his family, of which is clearly very important to him. Even if he does not retire, I think the card suggests a sort of satisfaction, and an idea that maybe his family will start to be a priority over racing - he may scale back, or those wishes may start to inform his career choices/path more heavily, such as which team he drives for and how close they are to home.

The card also talks heavily of financial stability and success. It shows a lack of financial struggle, and implores one to make decisions that continue that affluence, not just in the present but also for the future/long term. An affluence that will trickle down to future generations and continue to benefit long term, especially for offspring.

In terms of career, specifically, the 10 of Pentacles implies that one's career is incredibly secure and can provide financially long term. This reliable career may be in a "large traditional company with a long history". Take that to mean what it may, I further interpret this as evidence of a future team switch. I think Max will potentially switch to a more established team with more long term security. Maybe Mercedes may finally get their hands on him. Regardless, the card tells us that whatever Max decides to do, he still has a long career in the sport with many options if he so chooses. There is lots of success, but I think Max is more focused now on Long Term than this season. And I don't think we will see that opinion shift all that much. He is here to race and fight, of course, but I don't think that he is all that worried if he doesn't manage to get his fifth this season. It will come in time, even if not this year, and no doubt Max knows this. He will still see prosperous results this season though, I believe. And the fact he drew an upright card does further suggest stability, so I think Max himself has very little to worry about at the minute.

And I'd have to do a more in depth reading to ascertain fully about his championship chances/season as a whole, but this is just a brief extrapolation from one card, since I wanted to also address RB and the car in this ask.

The Car - Will we see improvement?

The Hermit IX:

Honestly this card vexed me a bit because it's not really very easy to interpret in this context. A major arcana card can and usually indicates a period of extreme upheaval and change. I think this is in line with Red Bull's state with the car at the minute. The car's development is in a major era of change and uncertainty post-newey. They've lost their star engineer, and therefore are struggling to find footing with where exactly they're going. They're at a crossroads with the development, right before Honda leaves and Ford comes in, hence the Major Arcana appearing.

In regards to the card itself, the Hermit typically represents self-reflection, introspection, a search for self and solitude. The team must dig deep and really evaluate everything they've done with the car so far in order to get a better sense of where to go from here. They need to self-evaluate in order to progress. The Hermit talks about achievement and wisdom - the car has been in a good place for a long time, the only difference is now they have lost sight slightly as a result of the changes in the team.

The solitude aspect of the card can be portrayed as negative - perhaps by closing themselves off to criticism from drivers and others in the team, the car has become worse. Or perhaps, their insistence on beating other teams on the grid, ferrari and mclaren, has had a negative impact on the teams progression. Instead of focusing on victory and success, they perhaps need to turn inwards and sort out their internal conflicts and progress without worrying about what other teams are doing with their cars. The team shouldn't feel pressured to bring upgrades on the same scale as other teams if the updates aren't ready. They're clearly not winning the constructors, and need to act accordingly and just focus exclusively on development rather than scraping for success they're clearly not going to hold on to in their current state.

The hermit seems to be urging them to look in on themselves to grow their wisdom and make the car stronger, rather than focusing on outside voices and pressures from the media and perhaps the voices of higher-ups too. The Engineering team are incredibly talented, but they can't do their best work under scrutiny and pressure from outside. They need to reflect and scrutinise every decision that was made from Newey leaving (or even before, back to when Perez was complaining about the car) and work back from there. The hermit can also talk about authenticity in action - perhaps team members are feeling burnt out, and are not able to do their best work with the car because of it.

The card can also talk about a mentor figure entering into one's life. Perhaps there will be a shakeup, and someone who is able to guide the team and the car's development in a positive direction and help them continue to improve.

In terms of career specifically, the hermit can talk about searching for purpose in your work. Red Bull has seen incredible success with the car over the last three years, and it's becoming hard for the team to keep finding the purpose and motivation to improve when they've already achieved quite a lot. Including key departures as of late, there feels like there is a loss of purpose being suffered, which has clearly negatively impacted the car's development.

I do see improvement in this card, with the themes of wisdom and achievement in this card, but this does signify the massive turning point for the car's development and a warning not to let other team's decisions and development affect their own path. Introspection and self-reflection is important.

What's the state of the team?

7 of Cups Reversed:

Upright, the seven of cups usually pertains to illusions, choices, fantasy, indecision and a search for purpose. Reversed, its meaning transforms into one of disarray, confusion, distractions, and a lack of purpose. Still, it is somewhat similar to the upright reading, as both can interpret dreams, illusions, and temptations. However the reversed seems to highlight these in a more negative light.

The team is absorbed by dreams and illusions - of winning the constructors, most likely, and of continuing their success. But the Reversed Seven of Cups tells them this is not realistic, and warns that being overly ambitious and allowing them to be distracted by such unattainable goals will only harm them in the long run. They are unclear on what they are searching for / attempting to achieve outside this fantasy, which is not grounded in reality at all. This loss of drive and purpose will negatively impact the team - how can they improve and provide a good car to their drivers if they don't even know what they want?

The Reversed Seven of Cups can also indicate a sense of escapism, and an unwillingness to face reality. I think this talks about Red Bull's unwillingness to admit their problems and face the reality that the team as it is just isn't working or moving forwards towards success. They have thought for a long time that so long as they ignore their problems and pretend they aren't real, that they won't have a bearing on Red Bull's success - clearly, this is not true. Continuing to ignore a wound will not heal it, but only lead to it festering and becoming infected. By ignoring the obvious discordance in the team and many problems, rather than attempting to solve them, the team will ultimately find themselves with worse problems, as the original issue was never solved and left to fester. This is so clear as day, with the key team departures over the last year since Horner's scandal. The team should've cut the head off then and there and got rid of him, but they didn't and now are losing personnel and respect as a result. Their problems are multiplying because of Red Bull's unwillingness to get rid of Horner, and Horner in turn says there's nothing wrong with the car, which leads to driver losses like Checo, and a second car literally undriveable which the team ignores in favour of villainising the driver behind the wheel to escape accountability. Red Bull needs to learn that their actions have consequences, and that if they refuse to engage with reality, it will still catch up to them eventually, only they will crash harder when they finally do as a result of such avoidance.

On a more positive note, the Reversed seven of cups can sometimes indicate the end of confusion, cutting out illusions, and moving forward with clarity. Though the card doesn't fill me with hope, this could be an indication that Red Bull are falling indeed, and realise that they need to clear their heads and focus on objective reality to rebuild. They just lost the constructors championship for the first time in 2 years and are not looking like they'll be in contention for another this season if they keep going how they are. Hopefully, this is serving as a wake up call for those within the team to finally take their problems seriously instead of wishing them all away and hoping everyone magically forgets.

In terms of careers, specifically, the reversed seven of cups indicates a lack of options, and missed opportunities. It often appears to those who feel trapped in their jobs or positions with no opportunities to advance. Red Bull are stuck in this position of their own design, and now feel they can't move upwards at all as a result. It may also indicate the toxic workplace culture - their workers feel like they are trapped with no real way out or forwards as the team stagnates and the pressure on them builds, and potentially implies that there might be more departures if this culture and attitude is upheld by those who manage the team.

The card is also common to appear for those who believe they realised too late that the perfect position was right in front of them but they failed to act in time. This explains Red Bull in a nutshell. They are realising now, that they had everything in their hands but failed to realise it. They were in the perfect position to improve and continue winning, but threw it away to protect those at the top and scapegoat their drivers. They threw away this chance by being ignorant of their own shortcomings, and are now just realising this fact too late, that they could've been on top again had they been attentive and listened to what other's had to say.

However, the card urges them not to remain hung up on these thoughts or emotions. Regardless of how late they're coming to a realisation, they've come to it, and now must carry it through with clarity and confidence, and assess where they fell short. They need to become proactive, and actively seek out their mistakes, in order to get back to improvement. Instead of dwelling on past success with a nostalgic air, accept reality, and move forward accordingly.

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FINAL THOUGHTS:

I think Max is in a good position here. His legacy will continue, regardless of the success this year or potential lack of it. The cards show a clear warning. It is not Max who needs to improve to reach that success, but the team's management, who must pull the wool from off their eyes and admit they have made mistakes in order to undo their current situation. The car looks set for improvement, though not drastic and not immediate, but it does look like, although they are having faults now, most fault lies with its management, and if they can get their shit together, the team can improve over the season.

I hope this answered some of your questions! I will at some point do a full 3-card spread for Max, so please bear in mind that in terms of Max specifically this reading is quite brief, but I wanted to address the concerns for the car and team as well, and this format was fun to explore because I havent done a reading with multiple questions in one in a while.

-Dory :-)

[ancientyaoi]

Been thinking about Patrochilles in relation to GilEnkidu, and about "oneness" in relation mlm in Ancient Epics

We can't be completely certain that Homer (whether we think of them as one person or a collective of poets) was influenced in any way by The Epic of Gilgamesh when they composed the Iliad or Odyssey, though some have suggested that this is the case. Assuming, however, that Homer had known of The Epic of Gilgamesh, the relationship of Achilles and Patroclus gains some interesting context in light of Gilgamesh and Enkidu's relationship.

A. Oneness

While Gilgamesh, as a King and the child of a god, is unquestionably superior in social status to Enkidu, the two friends are shown to treat each other as complete equals. Reflecting their complete unity and equality, it becomes increasingly difficult to tell them apart as the epic progresses (Helle, 177). When speaking to each other, Gilgamesh and Enkidu blur the lines that separate them. They do not define themselves as individuals while with each other. When they are together, it is as if they are one being. Gilgamesh and Enkidu never speak each other's names, and refer to each other exclusively as "my friend." It is not until Enkidu dies that Gilgamesh finally says his name. Indeed Enkidu's name is the first thing he says when Enkidu dies (Helle, 178). It is their complete separation through death that makes Gilgamesh clearly define himself as a separate being from Enkidu.

In life, Gilgamesh and Enkidu were "one" in the same sense that the eight limbed creatures in Plato's Symposium were one -- two people merged as a single entity. This is why when Enkidu dies, Gilgamesh's identity is in disarray. He has lost a part of himself. He no longer knows who he is without Enkidu (Helle, 178).

It seems, therefore, that while Gilgamesh and Enkidu's "oneness" is indicative of their absolute equality, and their mutual disregard for social hierarchy, Achilles and Patroclus' "oneness" may be construed as a product of their inequality, of hierarchy. Nagy, citing van Brock, explains: "...the mentality of substitution rituals requires that someone who is notionally close to the king must die or be in some other way eliminated so as to preserve the king." (Nagy (citing van Brock), 135) When Patroclus dies it is not only a part of Achilles that dies, it is Achilles himself.

Achilles and Patroclus too, were "one" in the Iliad, but in a different sense. Patroclus is the "nearest and dearest" (philtatos) to Achilles of all his comrades, and as such, he is Achilles' "other self" (alter ego) (Nagy, 57 and 147). As Nagy writes: "the more you love someone, the more you identify with this special someone." (Nagy, 147) This is "oneness" as "equivalence." Patroclus is a stand-in, he is playing the part of Achilles. As Nagy puts it, Patroclus is the "ritual substitute" of Achilles. He is "doomed to die as the other self of Achilles." (Nagy, 129-131)

Since the two pairs are "one" in what are arguably opposite ways, the transformative effect of the death of Patroclus and Enkidu on Achilles and Gilgamesh, respectively, is also "opposite."

B. Transformation

When Enkidu dies, Gilgamesh begins to fear death (Helle, 90):

Afraid of death, I wander the wild.

The story of my friend wears me down,

so I wander the wild on on far-off roads.

[xxx]

My friend Enkidu, whom I loved,

has turned to clay.

Am I not like him? I too will lie down

and never get up, for all eternity.

Incontrast, upon Patroclus' death Achilles says that he wants to die (Wilson, 442):

Swift-footed Lord Achilles, in despair, told her, "I want to die right here and now, because I could not save my slaughtered friend.[xxx]"

This is not where the contrast ends. Gilgamesh's fear of death sends him on a journey in search of immortality. He fails to gain physical immortality -- Gilgamesh remains mortal to the end -- but becomes immortal in another sense through the legacy of Uruk, the city he skillfully and justly rules after Enkidu's death. Gilgamesh's violent tendencies are tempered by Enkidu's death. The tyrannical King is changed by the knowledge of his own mortality after the death of his other half. God-like Gilgamesh, through Enkidu's death, has become a true mortal.

On the other hand, Achilles, upon Patroclus' (ritual substitution) death, becomes equal to two immortals: Ares and Apollo. (Nagy, 97-98). In death, a hero becomes equal with an immortal (a god), and so the death of Patroclus, his other self, makes Achilles "like a god."

C. Lovers

Gilgamesh dreams of an axe and a meteor which he "loves" (râmu) like a wife and which he "carressed" (habābu) (Ackerman, 52) Ackerman explains: "the meteor- and axe-dream accounts as found in the Standard version [of the Epic of Gilgamesh] occur almost immediately subsequent to that text’s description of the week Enkidu and Shamhat spent making love, as, shortly after their six days and seven nights of coupling ends, Shamhat tells Enkidu about Gilgamesh’s prescient dreams. Then, immediately upon the conclusion of her recital, the two begin making love again (Tablet I, lines 278–279): [After] Shamhat had told Enkidu Gilgamesh’s dreams, They made love (râmu) to one another." (Ackerman, 54)

A.D. Kilmer additionally proposes that the dream episode which likens Enkidu to a meteorite (kisru) means to evoke "kezru," the male counterpart of a kezertu, a kind of cultic sex worker, while the axe (hassinnu) dream, evokes "assinnu", also a cultic performer, typically a eunuch who takes on the "female" role during sex (Mitchell, quoting A.R. George, 218) Ackerman proposes that this sexual wordplay indicates that Enkidu is an object meant to entice Gilgamesh sexually. (Ackerman, 60)

Indeed, Ackerman notes, commentators almost unanimously agree that habābu, "to caress", can be understood as having sexual connotations. Significantly, the term "habābu" occurs in only one other passage in the Standard Version if the Epic of Gilgamesh: "in Tablet I, lines 163-177, where it is used, twice (lines 170 and 176), to describe Enkidu's six days and seven nights of intercourse with the prostitute Shamhat." (Ackerman, 53)

The totality of this taken together, many prominent Assyriologists are inclined to interpret Gilgamesh and Enkidu's relationship as sexual in nature, though this interpretation is naturally not without it's detractors (Helle, 172). It is worth noting, however, that in Tablet 12 (which is not actually part of the epic, but an Akkadian translation of part of Gilgamesh and the Netherworld, a Sumerian poem (AR George, 97)), the sexual nature of Gilgamesh and Enkidu is explicit:

My friend, my penis, which you touched to please your heart, is being eaten by a moth, like a threadbare cloth. My friend, my crotch, which you touched to please your heart, is filled with dust, like a crack in the ground. (Helle, 117)

In other words, at the very least, in the Standard Version of the Epic of Gilgamesh, Gilgamesh and Enkidu's relationship is explicitly sexual.

Since it is supposed that The Epic of Gilgamesh could have come to the Greeks (Riley, 23) through Akkadian speakers who immigrated from Anatolia (Near East/West Asia), we might suppose that if any version if The Epic of Gilgamesh reached Homer at all, it would have been the Akkadian version which depicts Gilgamesh/Enkidu as sexual partners.

Thus, if Achilles and Patroclus were created with the template of Gilgamesh and Enkidu in mind, then it may be argued that their relationship was intended to be sexual. However, while in Akkadian there is no difference between love (râmu) between friends and lovers (Helle, 172), and therefore, it would not have made a difference at all to Gilgamesh and Enkidu themselves in context, this is not so for Achilles and Patroclus. The Ancient Greeks differentiated between the love of friends (philía), and sexual love (érōs). The text of the Iliad itself does not state that Achilles and Patroclus were lovers, though this has been assumed by readers from at least 5th century BCE, onwards (Wilson, xli). Indeed Plato's Symposium contains the following passage:

Very different was the reward of the true love of Achilles towards his lover Patroclus—his lover and not his love (the notion that Patroclus was the beloved one is a foolish error into which Aeschylus has fallen, for Achilles was surely the fairer of the two, fairer also than all the other heroes; and, as Homer informs us, he was still beardless, and younger far). (Jowett)

In Plato's lifetime it certainly appears that Patroclus/Achilles as lovers has become a popular if not the dominant interpretation of their relationship in the Iliad, possibly due to Aeschylus' trilogy of plays about the Myrmidons. Taking these interpretations and the possible influence of the Epic of Gilgamesh together, it may thus be said that Homer's intended reading of Achilles and Patroclus' bond, is an erotic one.

(An aside: Xenophon, eternal hater that he is, insisted in his own Symposium that Patroclus and Achilles did not have a sexual relationship:, in fact, he no-homos a bunch of famous pairs that other ancient Greeks have interpreted to be erotic bedmates:

Homer makes Achilles avenge Patroclus in that brilliant fashion, not as his favourite, but as his comrade. Yes, and Orestes and Pylades, Theseus and Peirithous, with many another noble pair of demigods, are celebrated as having wrought in common great and noble deeds, not because they lay inarmed, but because of the admiration they felt for one another. (Dakyns)

But Xenophon also hated the Sacred Band of Thebes (a band of soldiers who were said to be composed of male lovers, that lead Thebes to surpremacy, and who were defeated only by another famous man lover, Alexander the Great), and didn't like that the Spartan army had sex with each other so honestly what does he know! Lol! (I am a Xenophon hater.))

[rowanvalerian]

Minor Arcana Tarot Meanings

Reversals in italic.

Wands

Ace - Creation, desire Lack of energy, lack of passion, boredom 2 - Planning, making decisions Fear of change, playing safe 3 - Looking ahead, rapid growth Obstacles, delays 4- Community, celebration Lack of support 5 - Conflict, rivalry Avoiding conflict, accepting differences 6 - Victory, success Excess pride, punishment 7 - Perseverance Giving up, overwhelmed 8 - Movement, quick decisions Panic, waiting 9 - Resilience, grit Exhaustion, fatigue 10 - Accomplishment, responsibility, burden Stress, burn out Page - Exploration, freedom Lack of direction, conflict Knight - Action, adventure, fearlessness Anger, impulsivity, recklessness Queen - Courage, joy, passion Selfishness, jealousy King - Leader, big picture Impulsive, overbearing

Cups

Ace - Spirituality, intuition Emotional loss, emptiness 2 - Unity, partnership Imbalance, tension 3 - Friendship, community Gossip, overindulgence, isolation 4- Apathy, disconnectedness Acceptance, awareness 5 - Loss, grief, disappointment Acceptance, finding peace 6 - Memories, familiarity, restoration Moving on, independence 7 - Choices, daydreaming Disarray, confusion 8 - Disillusionment, leaving behind Avoidance, fear of change or loss 9 - Satisfaction, luxury Smugness, dissatisfaction 10 - Fulfillment, inner happiness Shattered dreams Page - Dreamer, sensitivity Insecurity, disappointment Knight - Romantic, idealistic Moodiness, fickleness, fantasy Queen - Calm, comfort, compassion Insecurity, dependence King - Emotional control Coldness, emotional manipulation

Swords

Ace - Clarity, sharp mind Confusion, chaos 2 - Difficult choices, indecision, stalemate Lesser of two evils 3 - Heartbreak, grief, suffering Recovery, forgiveness 4- Rest, restoration, contemplation Restlessness, burn out, stress 5 - Ambition, sneakiness Lingering resentment 6 - Transition, moving on Emotional baggage, unresolved issues 7 - Deception, trickery Coming clean, deception 8 - Imprisionment, entrapment, self-victimization Self-acceptance, freedom 9 - Anxiety, hopelessness, trauma Home, despair, reaching out 10 - Failure, collapse, defeat Can't get worse, inevitable end Page - Curiosity, restlessness Deception, manipulation Knight - Action, impulsiveness No direction, unpredictable Queen - Complexity, clenrmindedness Cold heartedness, cruel, bitterness King - Truth, discipline Manipulation, cruel, weakness

Pentacles

Ace - Opportunity, prosperity Lost opportunity, missed chance 2 - Balancing decisions, adaption Loss of balance, disorganized, overwhelmed 3 - Teamwork, collaboration Disorganized, group conflict 4- Conservation, frugality, security Greediness, possessiveness 5 - Need, poverty, insecurity Recovery, charity, improvement 6 - Charity, generosity, sharing Stinginess, power, domination, strings attached 7 - Hardwork, perseverance, diligence Distractions, no reward 8 - Passion, high standards No passion, uninterested, no motivation 9 - Reckless spending, rewards Living beyond means, obsession with work 10 - Legacy, inheritance, culmination Fleeting success, lack of resources Page - Ambition, desire, diligence Greed, laziness Knight - Efficiency, hard work, responsibility Obsessiveness, work without rewards Queen - Practicality, security Self centeredness, jealousy, smothering King - Abundance, prosperity, generosity Greed, indulgence, excess

Major Arcana [x]

[panic-point-blank]

We are accused of terrorism

We are accused of terrorism If we dare to write about the remains of a homeland That is scattered in pieces and in decay In decadence and disarray About a homeland that is searching for a place And about a nation that no longer has a face

About a homeland that has nothing left of its great ancient verse But that of wailing and eulogy

About a homeland that has nothing in its horizons Of freedoms of different types and ideology

About a homeland that forbids us from buying a newspaper Or listen to anything About a homeland where all birds are always not allowed to sing About a homeland that out of horror, its writers are using invisible ink

About a homeland that resembles poetry in our country Improvised, imported, loose and of no boundaries Of foreign tongue and soul Detached from Man and Land, ignoring their plight as a whole

About a homeland to the negotiating table moves Without a dignity or shoes

About a homeland That no more has steadfast men With only women therein

Bitterness is in our mouthsin our talkin our eyes Will draught also plague our souls as a legacy passed to us from ancient times?

Our nation has nobody left, even the less glorified No one to say "NO" in the face of those who gave up our homebread and butter Turning our colorful history into a circus

We have not a single honest poem That has not lost its virginity in a ruler's Harem

We grew accustomed to humiliation Then what is left of Man If he is comfortable with that?

I search the books of history For men of greatness to deliver us from darkness To save our women from fires' brutality

I search for men of yesterday But all I find is frightened cats Fearing for their souls From the authority of rats

Are we hit by national blindness Or are we suffering from color blindness

We are accused of terrorism If we refuse to perish Under Israeli tyranny That is hampering our unity Our history Our Bible and our Quran Our prophets' land If that is our sin and crime Then terrorism is fine

We are accused of terrorism If we refuse to be wiped out By barbarians, the Mongols or the Jews If we choose to stone the fragile security council Which was sacked by the king of caesuras

We are accused of terrorism If we refuse to negotiate the wolf And reach out for a whore

America is fighting the cultures of Man Because it lacks one And against the civilizations because it needs one It is a gigantic structure but without a wall

We are accused of terrorism If we refuse current times Where America  the arrogant the mighty the rich Became a sworn interpreter of Hebrew.

-Nizar Qabbani

[comparativetarot]

The Lovers. Art by Chinchela, from the Moon Prism Tarot.

Unity The Lovers represents two balanced forces coming together. It’s about a relationship - not necessarily a romantic relationship, but one where two entities can become more than the sum of their individual parts. Usagi and Mamoru balance and encourage each other, neither expecting the other to change or conform to each other. Their unity and the strength of their love allows them to support and strengthen each other. Together they can withstand the force of using the silver imperium crystal, a feat that at times would have taken too much from only Usagi. Upright: The Lovers is a harmonious relationship - where one party fails, the other supports them. No single person has to carry all of the burden or all of the benefit, success and struggle is shared and balanced. Reversed: The Lovers talks about disharmony, disarray, and imbalance; an inability to work together that harms both parties. Perhaps there is a relationship or dynamic in your life that is unbalanced or unsustainable. What would need to shift or change to make it a truly harmonious dynamic? If it is not possible to find the balance in this relationship, perhaps it is time to change or end it.

[fireblossomdoll]

Useless Believer

Synopsis: You've been suffering from an unknown illness and seeked Geto for help

Content: Geto Suguru x Reader, gn!reader, non sorcerer!reader, hurt no comfort, murder!!

Word count: 613

You felt like you've been constantly pulled down. It didn't matter where you went or what you did. You had to fight to keep your head up and not crumble to the ground when you ran or used the stairs.

Nobody knew what was causing this, but that didn't keep you from having your will to live rapidly drained out of you.

Your family told you it was probably a spiritual drain, and it would only be solved by visiting a monk they sponsored. This monk belonged to a group your family supported and donated to, for according to them, the monk could clear you of any and all curses and bad luck.

So that's who you went to for your troubles, Geto Suguru.

The temple looked like any other, nothing out of the ordinary. There were groups of people who looked like loyal believers spread around the place. There was an air of calmness and unity that surrounded the place, making you giddy and feeling religious. You felt better for a second, looking up at the sunlight shining through the windows, when your head pounded again. It took you out of the experience and served as a reminder as to why you were there in the first place.

In a different room, you saw a tall man in monk clothing pass by. He had long dark hair and had to be the most handsome man you had ever seen before in your life. This had to be the spiritual leader your family talked so much about.

You waited in the common area, observing the people around you, until your turn to see the monk arrived. You saw people come enter in disarray and leave in happy bliss, you hoped that would also be you.

When you were finally called in, your hopes were high. Not only would you go back to normal, you’d get a chance to talk to the handsome monk. Entering the room, you saw him sitting leisurely near the opposite wall. You tried to correct your posture and hide your shaky hands, so as to make a good impression on Geto-sama.

One of the assistants directed you closer to him, so there you went. When you got right in front of him, he nodded and motioned his hand for you to start.

You bowed your head a bit as you presented yourself, “I've struggled with weakness for a while now. It's getting to the point where it's hard to walk, and nothing I did has helped.”

He had a small smile on his gorgeous face, listening and lighting nodding to your story.

“Come closer.” Geto-sama told you, and as you took a step forward, he extended his arm in your direction.

His fingers were a bit curled, as if he was holding an invisible ball. Your body felt lighter than you could remember it ever feeling. The fatigue weighing you down disappeared.

“Ah! Thank you so much, Geto-sama!” Your voice so exalted you almost yelled. “You have no idea how much this means to me, especially since my family has been having financial difficulties and I wouldn't be able to find any other solution–”

His face darkened, “What kind of difficulties? Why didn't you say this before?” He sounded irritated.

You felt the pressure from before coming back with full force. Suddenly, your body felt like it was made of lead. It was a matter of seconds before you crumpled to the ground, head pounding. Your heartbeat echoed throughout your entire body, making you dizzy as your head hit the floor.

Geto-sama stood before you, looking down. Brows furrowed and eyes showing clear disgust. Your vision turned to black.